bloody hell hurting

yes yes yes.. its the day of the month......... feel like crying now. the cramp hurts me so much, i dont even know how to describe the kinda pain in me. nobody can help, nothing can reduce the pain.... painkiller doesnt work anymore.....

how how how? i got to work in about 2 hrs time????????? WTH!!!!!!!

feel like vormitting, shitting, and what else have i got? why does it have to come today, and not yesterday or tommorrow perhaps??? why do women have to suffer from all these? arGh.... i dont feel like working liao lah. *sad sad sad*

and the weather!!! its rainy lor..... everything seems to be getting on my nerves now. *wail* it must be PMS PMS PMS!!!

hope things get better later during work.... or not i will be F*** left right centre man!!!